Wwwwwhat the hell happened there???
Basically, deadlines, an overnight, a conference in Bordomia, capital city of the Boredom Trenches.
Back now.
Weigh-in Tuesday was disheartening - 18st 11! Back up 4.25 pounds. However, some things to keep in mind. Monday night, ate a big pasta meal. Tuesday morning, was off for the overnight before nature was allowed to...take it's course, to so speak. Also, important to remember, last week's weigh-in was immediately after a six mile walk, which normally loses me a pound and a half simply in water.
Weighed this morning, and am sitting at 18st 9.25. Which is an increase of 2.5 pounds. If we take off the 1.5 pounds for the walk, that means I'm really speaking up a pound (insasmuch as the result would be replicable if, this morning, I'd been for a six mile walk). So - and yes, I really do appreciate the incipient dementia of this bout of desperation mathematics - up a pound in a week when my biking has been erratic and my eating, while not bad, has included a few pasta meals, including at least one late at night. I can handle that. What is evident though is that my dream of seeing a 17 on the Nazi Scales by the end of March is now an unreachable one. But the point of course is not to panic and not to through up one's hands in despair and eat Hob Nobs. Absolutely mad routine for the next week too, to be honest - two edits to get done by the end of March, a housebound day on 1st April as every window in the flat is replaced, and then on 2nd April, I'm away again for a double-overnight two night conference, this time in the more familiar, leafy joyfest that is Greenwich. After which, I should have a more reasonable time for about a fortnight, before my next overnight in pigging Nottingham. Oh, and have a pal over from New Zealand as well, did I mention that. So socialising has to be done too.
Hence the time tunnel in which I've been a bit trapped for the last few days. But still here, still actively Disappearing, still clinging on to what passes for sanity by my slightly overgrown fingernails.
Aaaaaaaaaargh!
Bugger. Just fell off the cliff of sanity. Oh well, let's see what happens down here...
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