Saturday, 13 October 2012

The Wall of Sound

Nice day. Good day. Cardiff day. Day after pay day.

Good night. Choir night. Concert night. Mainly wasn't singing out front, though dressed the part. In a lovely moment, was called onstage with all other choristers in the audience, for the last two songs.

Now understand - I've been in choir practices with these guys for about a month now. I've never heard a sound like this, being in amongst it, being part of it, like being the living breath of sound. Amazing stuff.

It's true that I had to go to Cardiff for a bowtie, because none of the ones available in most ordinary stores didn't go long enough to fit around my humungo-neck. Annnnd it's also true that I came clean today about an experience earlier in the week.

Not to put too fine a point on it, I was sitting here on my ass, when my heart went nuts. No caffeine-trigger, no exercise-trigger, no nothing, just suddenly, a heart going "Nnnnnah, fuck this, I want out!"

Did my usual thing, lay flat, put my legs up, did some slow breathing, and in less than a minute, had no problem. Annoying though, without a trigger. Can only really presume that the trigger in this case was lack of diabetic control - bloods have been a bit high recently - 8s sometimes - but there's a possibility of seeing a cardiologist to address this shit. Who knows - the original Disappearing Man project was partially spurred on by a tachycardic incident or three. Let's see what this one generates.

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