A Trying Year

Tomorrow I turn 41.
Just did a quick search, and the weigh-in after I turned 40, I was 16 stone 12.5. This week I'm likely to be 17 stone and some-odd. That means that on balance, in Disappearing terms, the whole last last 12 months have been entirely pointless. But, really speaking, probably only just.

If I can just get snapped back to Doing, rather than trying, I could forget most of what has from time to time been a very trying year, and push on back down, as I did for the five months following this week last year.

But how to get snapped back...is anyone's guess. Of course, for now, I can keep trying, on the fake it till you make it principle - that's got to be better than just letting completely go...


...right?