Today has been a little better than recent days, in terms of food and exercise. I feel like I've jumped into a water slide, and within the next few days, I'll pop out, and splash into the new reality I keep thinking of and craving.
I've felt big today. Looked at my face in the mirror, and felt it rather more square than recently - like a Henry VIII face. Walked around a bit with my hands behind my back, and felt them harder to join than they have been. I'm not having either of those things - I'm just not. I want to be able to look at my face and recognise myself, and I want to be able to walk the way it feels natural, without stretching and straining to do so. Here's to the other end of the water slide.
Tomorrow, I have a Ramble to go on. Five miles, around an old local landmark called Morlais Castle, as part of the local Ramblers Association. Ma and I are going for a yomp around the countryside.
Here's to the other end of the water slide, I think. Maybe it'll get here sooner than imagined. I feel sort of ready at last. The song seems to be lasting...
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