Zero Day

I can honestly say I've done, if posible, less than ever to progress my Disappearing today.

Which is not to say I've done nothing. It's been a frenetic day, ending with the purchase of a car.
Yep, we did it.

But in terms of Disappearing - practically nada. Tiny bit of walking this morning, and buggerall else. On top of which, I had toast for breakfast....and toast for lunch...annnnnd, just to ring the changes, pizza for dinner. Altogether a shedload of carbs, and zero of any consequence in the way of Disappearing.

If I can explain something though, it should be that today it hasn't mattered. Not at all. Something about the palaver of borrowing a shitload of money, and and then preparing to give it all away, and take a little car home with us, has been so all-consuming, exciting, and generally fun, that it's felt like a kind of Summer - a time of endless possibility and absolutely no need to think about Disappearing.

Indeed, looked at objectively, it's been that kind of week. Next week - notsojoyful. Monday, London. Tuesday, weigh-in, car pick-up and clinical trial meeting with dad and my brother. Wednesday, eyeballs with Ma. Thursday, dad has a lung function test, and then...bugger me, it's Easter.

In among all this of course, there's Disappearing. Back to the swim-and-gym double-act tomorrow, with insurance-buying, car-paper-signing, bank transferring and general high-level check-me-oAut-I'm-so-important Stuff. Sunday...who knows?